Yep. I found my old blog and, really, my last post in it saddened me. Hm. Have I really been like what I am now ever since November? Or did I just exaggerate back then?
Whatever the situation, I'm getting more and more dreams during nights as well. And I'm still having trouble telling whether they're dreams or not when I wake up (unless I am woken up from reality world). The idea of trying to learn to use reality checks actually sounds reasonable. And very, I assume it would at least help me here because I'm really struggling with that stuff. I assume I should start writing down my dreams again, maybe there is a detail that I should pay attention to - one that doesn't exist or doesn't happen in real life that much.
When I reread my posts here, I also remembered about school. What the fuck am I going to do there, because I just seem mentally challenged to myself. Now I'll have to keep myself content with a huge lack of sleep, food and entertainment for hours.
And I'm sure that I'll reread my posts after a year, then I'll regret writing this stuff. It's always like that.
And now it's time for me to write down a review about an album or smtn. I s'pose.
Tool - Lateralus
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